Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Reprimanding Myself


I've been pretending for a ridiculously long time that I am going to do a cabaret. The thing is, I have no idea why I'm not just doing it. I know what songs I want to use. I have the basic outline and idea of the show. I have the music for all but three pieces that I am considering. What in the hell is wrong with me? Why don't I just hire someone to play and get to it?
I guess I can't get it out of my head that if I fail at what I love I have nothing left to live for. That's scary. What's even more terrifying is that I can trick myself into believing that crap and therefore never even try. Anyone know a pianist?

5 comments:

JasonBSchmidt said...

Do you want the Parodivas' foot-stomping jazz guy? I guess you might want someone cooler. Anyhoo, I can totally help you find someone. Let me know!

JasonBSchmidt said...

Did you notice I ignored your doubt? No doubt. Just do.

Carly said...

Honestly, I really don't care if they are cool as long as they can play.
No Doubt. I'll do.

Darla said...

It is impossible to fail at your dreams because they are meant to be. So that's that. I can't wait!

GMEyster said...

Yea!!! - maybe Suz's guy is available?