Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Mixed Emotions

I believe that every action every living being makes in their lifetime affects the entire universe in some way. How could it not? Everything you do that causes energy including each movement, word, thought, causes a reaction of some sort in the universe. When you think about it at length we have all created each other and everything around us throughout evolution. The earth took a part. The galaxy took a part. Everything took a part of something. We are all connected. It's such a beautiful realization and yet, so obvious. At the same time it is terrifying. In the midst of this beautiful thought I remember I'm connected and a part of everyone and thing that disgusts me as well. If every positive thought has a reaction then so must every negative thought. Both must be necessary for some reason. As disappointing as that seems, it gives me hope. It gives us control. How do you get on the path to enlightenment? How can we overcome the fear and ignorance that holds us back from a potential not even imaginable at our current brain capacity? In the end are the things we fight for worth it? Whose battle is it really? Now I'm all over the place, I know. New found hope always fills me with endless questions that in the end just cause mixed emotions.


GMEyster said...

I don't even know you that well, but you seem one of the most enlightened souls I see these days. I know you've had some recent scares with your health lately. My sister is always relaying her fears of her diabetes, and how she feels out of control sometimes. It makes me take a deep breath and remember how lucky I am and how I should pay more attention, like she has had to learn to.

You are aware and responsible for what surrounds you, in what you CAN control, and figuring out how you can feel best about what's OUT of your control. I think that is so hard to do, and these days I feel negativity trying to bring me down - different aspects of my life seem to be giving me a run for my money at the moment, which can feel isolating.

But I'm not gonna let it! People have popped out of the woodwork to give me the boost I need...telling me that I have been there for them when they have needed it. It just proves what you said in this blog entry....it all comes back around. THANK GOD!

Thank you for a boost. You have affected me in a positive way that I am going to make a point of passing on.

GMEyster said...

p.s. Love the links! Especially the galaxy one.... :o)

Darla said...

So true...now you REALLY have to read the book I was raving about. You will love it.

JasonBSchmidt said...

I love the idea of energy. What you send out into the world, what comes back to you. I believe these things really do affect people's lives.

Um...they taught you philosophy at AMDUH? No. You just got a smart brain...or sumpin'.

JasonBSchmidt said...

oh links...the war casualty one was not work appropriate...as I ate a meaty sandwich. YIKES.

Darla said...

new blog please. miss you.