Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Why don't I come here more often?

I used to love my blog. I loved building connections with other bloggers. I loved having an outlet. I don't remember why I created it in the first place but over time my blog became the diary I never had. It was a place I could hash out some thoughts or talk about what was happening in my life both good and bad. Ever since I lost my job I've written less and less. It's been a hard time for me. It's been hard to own up to it and it's been even harder to express what it's doing to my head. I miss using this outlet. I wish I could force myself back into the world because I think it could really help me get organized. I miss a lot of you out there that I used to communicate with almost daily. I wish I hadn't lost touch. UGH! I want to start over. Right now. I hope I do. I hope I'm back here tomorrow. I would promise but I don't want to be a liar.

Night.
- Knight

8 comments:

Jay said...

Hola babe! I hope you're back too cause I've missed you lots and lots. ;-)

Knight said...

Missed you too darling!

Micky-T said...

I always thought you had SOOOO much going for you, young, pretty, talent, New York City and when you lost that crappy job (your words I believe) I felt really bad and hoped you'd pull out of the slump you seemed to go into. You kinda went away and I noticed because I don't use google reader and get a notice if your blogging I had to go there all those many many times and see no change. Just like Jahooni, remember her? Anyway, I'm rambling. I sure missed you. You don't have to have long wordy blogs to get back in the bloggerhood, just show up, and speak up. We all know who you are.

Farmer*swife a/k/a Glass_Half_Full said...

I'm just glad I ran into you on FB. That way I knew you were still kickin! ;-)

I've missed you blogging too; though, I've had episodes this summer where I fell short myself for reading and posting.

:-)

Farmer*swife a/k/a Glass_Half_Full said...

WTH? My WV was 'trampot'.

LL said...

Yay!!!

Now if we can just get Tink back...

GMEyster said...

I know what you mean. It is sometimes hard to get back into the groove of things when your life throws you some dramatic changes. But it is obvious from people's comments how much you are missed and your presence is welcomed and looked for.

Cheers!

kcinnova said...

You've been missed!